So today I think I am developing a crush on someone which is good becuase it has been awhile, since I have liked someone. Had a wickedly sad dream last night and I woke up crying I layed there crying for about ten minutes and then curled back up and tried to sleep again. Someone asked me what the dream was about but it is difficult to speak of. It's weird to lose someone ya love though in a dream. I start my job tonight I am excited about AmateurFacials that although a lot of things have been weighing on my mind lately and feelings were at a stand still. I guess it may have appeared that I was depressed today, although I don't think I was, well I hope not at least. Called Mrs. Turner had a fun conversation, it is weird to miss your old teachers im livebut she was a friend as well. She was excited that I was applying for the RA position. I came to a realization that I am a major dreamer and I think want things to happen for me, but I have to start thinking realistically about things. Although having dreams and hopes more over goals for the future is better than not planning a future at all, and having no goals and shutting yourself off from the world, or not wanting to better yourself, becuase you only have yourself, and a one point I think everyone realizes this, one way or another.